how stand up comedy makes me smile (:
I could be having a horrible day and I just go on my iPod and watch Jim gaffigan or Dale jones and everything is better like last night I was super upset so I just watched stand up videos on YouTube until I fell asleep. oh and if you haven't heard of Dale jones you should look him up. he was a contestant on last comic standing (season 6) but he didn't make it very far. although I thought he was a lot funnier than some of the other people.

I have an absolutely horrible stomach ache D: shocking I know. probably from pop. normally I don't really drink much but I had like 2 today and my stomach is just burning. such a lovely feeling. although writing this is kind of helping me keep my mind off of it.

I have to get up early tomorrow, but I just don't feel like going to sleep. which I'm sure I'll regret in the morning, but oh well.

sooo I might get my camera arond like Christmas time. with what I have saved and what I will save and Christmas money hopefully I'll have enough (: it's only 800 dollars at target. but then the macro lens I want is like 500...so that will have to wait a while.

I miss my grandpa I hadn't really lost anyone I was close to before, so it's been really hard to deal with. and I just feel guilty, like I didn't spend enough time with him. when I was little I didn't like to go over to my grandparents house cause I always just wanted to be at home, whereas my older sisters spend a ton of time at their house. and idk I'm just sad.










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